My mom is away with one of my brothers for 2 weeks, which means that i’m all alone with my dad and 2 brothers. Now i never thought that living with boys in the house is hard, but after experiencing 2 DAYS with them i have an amazing, huge, large, gigantic admiration for my mom. THEY ARE UNBELIEVABLE. AND to top it all, WE DON’T HAVE A HOUSE MAID :S :’( i don’t mind doing my stuff alone, i really don’t need a maid in the house. the only problem i face is feeding myself, and so far my mom took care of that. now that my mom is away, not only i have to do the laundry and the cleaning but i also have to feed the 3 big boys i’m in charge of :s.

so far they’ve been helpful, they help me with the cleaning and laundry but since i don’t have a close relationship with the kitchen, i’m stuck with the food problem. so far we’ve been surviving on 6alabat.com and restaurants. but i ran out of ideas and new meals and cosines to please them. i never thought that boys can be that difficult to please when it comes to food :0 is it all the guys or is it just the ones i’m living with?!? seriously i’m tired of thinking about what to feed them :’(  and it’s not like they’re any help in that field. all they do is say yes we want that and no we don’t. they don’t even help thinking of what to eat, i have to suggest a restaurant and all they have to do is say “yeah it sounds right” or “no we don’t want that, think of something else” !!!!!!??????? AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH THINK FOR YOURSELVES :@

i swear to god they are forcing me to hate them :’( now the only people i love in the family is my mom and the brother who’s with her :p

MOM COME BACK, I MISS YOU :’(

and the funny thing is that my mom knows exactly what i’m going through. she calls and laugh when she asks about how are things going and how am i handling things!!

i think she knows EXACTLY what i’m dealing with. Do you guys think that she is doing that on purpose ??! am i being punished or something ?!!

Meanwhile, can you suggest new manly (that’s what they’re asking for not me :’( ) meals and restaurants!?

So i’m back and it was a good break away from everything miss you and miss blogging

i will not post anything now, but expect something soon

see ya

I’ll be away from my blog for a while because i’m leaving the country for maybe a month or two. so there will be no post in these two months

hope you don’t miss the blog and come and visit when i come back, don’t forget me :’(

see you later guys

UPDATE. A PICTURE INSPIRED BY FARES

I think polka dots are cute and i’ve been trying to find some really cute outfit with cute polka dots but i didn’t find anything yet. i like black and white, but the background has to be black and the dots are white. AND i want it to either be a short dress or a coat or a long jacket. What about shoes ? do you think polka dots would look cute on shoes? i don’t know, feed back people

Ok, now that polka dot obsession is out of the way, lets talk about red Ok i like red, in fact i love red. red shoes, red t-shirts, red dresses, red sandals BUT NO red pants what so ever. and this is a big N O oh and i forgot red scarves, red bags and red lipstick

another thing i absolutely like is 50s hair style and make up i actually tried it out once and it was really nice but it was missing the outfit, i couldn’t find a 50s outfit.

ok since this is turning into a post from a very disturbed fashion magazine writer i think it fits to say that i removed my cast earlier than i expected and i could go back to wearing short skirts ok i know this is weird but, with the cast on my leg i managed to wear a short dress, shorts and mini skirts with leggings and they all looked nice especially that i couldn’t fit my cast into any of my pants without them looking weird. but the weird part is that i couldn’t wear skirts. short fluffy, tight any kind of skirts without looking stupid and funny with the cast on. weird right? i know.

now the cast is off i can stop killing my self for wanting to shove my fingers between the cast and my skin, but i’m still off sports for a couple of months more i don’t like it because i’m loosing my sporty athlete’s shape. i mean i’m not gaining weight but i’m not exercising properly and i want to run and i miss tennis, unless you’re talking about Wii tennis :p and i don’t want to go to the gym and exercise one leg i think it will look funny to have one worked out leg and a sloppy one :/

any who, i think i’ll sign off now and go back to what ever i was doing before i was sucked in the cyber world

HELP NEEDED …. :S

OK, i seriously need help, i have a very formal dinner at a Japanese restaurant and i need to learn how to eat using chopsticks properly. especially that two of the guests are Japanese and i don’t want to look stupid being the only one who doesn’t know how to use them :/ HELP and NO i can’t get out of this dinner because both my dad and brother will kill me :S

HELP ASAP PLEASE

Ok, this is fun, and way too easy to do when u have nothing to write about and no time and especially when you don’t want your blog to die

إني أحبك عندما تبكينا
وأحب وجهك غائما وحزينا
الحزن يصهرنا معا ويذيبنا
من حيث لا أدري ولا تدرينا
تلك الدموع الهاميات أحبها
وأحب خلف سقوطها تشرينا
بعض النساء وجوههن جميلة
وتصير أجمل .. عندما يبكينا

نزار قباني

رسالة إلى رجل ما

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يا سيّدي العزيزْ ..

هذا خِطابُ امرأةٍ حمقاءْ ..

هلْ كتبَتْ إليكَ قبلي امرأةٌ حمقاءْ ؟

إسمي أنا ؟

دَعْنا منَ الأسماءْ

رانيةٌ ، أم زينبٌ ، أم هندُ ، أم هيفاءْ

أسخفُ ما نحملُهُ ، يا سيّدي ، الأسماءْ

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يا سيّدي !

أخافُ أن أقولَ ما لديَّ من أشياءْ

أخافُ ـ لو فعلتُ ـ أن تحترقَ السّماءْ

فشرقُكم يا سيّدي العزيزْ

يصادرُ الرسائلَ الزرقاءْ

يصادرُ الأحلامَ من خزائنِ النساءْ

يمارسُ الحَجْرَ على عواطفِ النساءْ

يستعملُ السّكينَ .. والسّاطورَ ..

كي يخاطبَ النساءْ ..

ويذبحُ الربيعَ ، والأشواقَ ، والضفائرَ السوداءْ

وشرقُكم يا سيّدي العزيزْ

يصنعُ تاجَ الشرفِ الرفيعِ .. من جماجمِ النساءْ ..

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لا تنتَقِدْني سيّدي ..

إنْ كانَ خَطّي سيّئاً ..

فإنّني أكتبُ .. والسيّافُ خلفَ بابي

وخارجَ الحُجرةِ صوتُ الريحِ والكلابِ

يا سيّدي !

عنترةُ العبسيُّ خلفَ بابي

يذبحُني .. إذا رأى خِطابي

يقطعُ رأسي ..

لو رأى الشفّافَ من ثيابي ..

يقطعُ رأسي .. لو أنا

عبَّرْتُ عن عذابي ..

فشرقُكمْ يا سيّدي العزيزْ

يحاصرُ المرأةَ بالحرابِ ..

وشرقُكم ، يا سيّدي العزيزْ

يبايعُ الرجالَ أنبياءً

ويطمرُ النساءَ في التُّرابِ ..

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لا تنزعجْ !

يا سيّدي العزيزَ .. من سُطوري

لا تنزعجْ !

إذا كسرتُ القُمْقُمَ المسدودَ من عصورِ

إذا نزعتُ خاتمَ الرصاصِ عن ضميري

إذا أنا هربتُ من أقبيةِ الحريمِ في القصورِ .

إذا تمرَّدْتُ على موتي . على قبري . على جذوري

والمسلخِ الكبيرِ ..

لا تنزعجْ يا سيّدي

إذا أنا كشفتُ عن شعوري

فالرجلُ الشرقيُّ .. لا يهتمُّ بالشِّعرِ ولا الشُّعورِ

الرجلُ الشرقيُّ ـ واغفرْ جُرْأتي ـ

لا يفهمُ المرأةَ إلا داخلَ السريرِ ..

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معذرةً يا سيّدي

إذا تطاولْتُ على مملكةِ الرجالِ

فالأدبُ الكبيرُ ـ طبعاً ـ أدبُ الرجالِ

والحبُّ كان دائماً .. من حِصَّةِ الرجالِ ..

والجنسُ كانَ دائماً

مُخَدَّراً يُباعُ للرجالِ

خُرافَةٌ حُريّةُ النساءِ في بلادِنا

فليسَ من حُريّةٍ أخرى سِوى حُريّةُ الرجالِ ..

يا سيّدي !

قُل كلَّ ما تريدُه عنّي .. فلنْ أُبالي

سطحيّةٌ .. غبيّةٌ .. مجنونةٌ .. بلهاءْ ..

فلم أعُدْ أُبالي

لأنَّ مَن تكتبُ عن همومِها

في منطقِ الرجالِ ، تُدعى امرأةً حمقاءْ

ألمْ أقُلْ في أوَّلِ الخطاب ..

إنّي امرأةٌ حمقاءْ ..

أعجبتني

أعجبتني يا شاغلَ الفتياتِ

يا كوكبَ الحفلاتِ والسهراتِ
تلك التي أغريتها برجولتكْ
أو تلك من ذابتْ بسحر أناقتكْ
في كل يوم في جواركَ حلوةٌ.. ماذا فعلتَ بأعين الحلواتِ؟
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أعجبتني…
لكَ في الحديثِ براعةُ الشعراءِ
حكم على غزلٍ على nإِغراءِ
في كل موضوع تغوص فتبدعُ
متطورٌ متنورٌ.. متنوعُ
لك شهرةٌ بين النساءِ كبيرةٌ.. طبعا فقد زادوا على العشراتِ..!
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أعجبتني…
وأتيتَ هذا اليومَ تطلبُ موعديْ
بعيون ودٍ خلفها تُخفي الشررْ
لم أنكُرك طبعا، وهل يخفى القمرْ
لكن أنا.. أنا باب قلبي مغلقٌ في وجه مثلكَ للأسفْ
لملمْ حبالك أيها الصيادُ اخطأتَ الهدفْ
ما كل قلب يُشترى..
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عجزتْ كنوزكَ عن شراءِ حياتي.. أعجبتني
أعجبتني يا شاغلَ الفتياتِ..

كريم العراقي

Seriously, i have no idea what i’m about to write, i had no plans whatsoever to write anything, i just logged in to comment and some how i ended up here:p you have the absolute right to completely ignore this post

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Oh yes i know what ….

Oh i forgot to mention that Euro 2008 is a couple

of days away I CAN’T WAIT

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I’ve been tagged by Jester lol this is my first tag :

These are the rules:

1. Link the person(s) who tagged you.
2. Mention the rules on your blog.
3. State 6 unspectacular quirks of yours.
4. Tag 6 following bloggers by linking them.
5. Leave a comment on each of the tagged blogger’s blogs letting them know they’ve been tagged.

QUIRKS

1- i have conversations with my self when i’m alone nad before i go to sleep.

2-i buy A LOT of pencils and pens even when i don’t need that much.

3-i sometimes eat ice cubes when i’m studying or reading.

4-i can only focus when playing video games if there is some music in my ears

5-i NEVER EVER wear nail polish on my toes. i think it looks weird :p

6-i organize my DVD collection according to the cover color.

I tag….Amethyst +MissMisha +  Skinny Bumblebee+ eshda3wa + 3baid + L’s Brain

i wanted to tag more people, well most of the bloggers i know were already tagged and done their tagging, so i hope the people i tagged didn’t do the same tag before, i think i checked their blog and it looked tag-free :p

PS: i discovered how to play with font color in wordpress :p now all i need is to figure out the size :/